on the road.....

well, i'm here in georgia.

i'm here playing w/ the Taylor Martin Band (if that link doesn't work, search myspace for "Taylor Martin")

CJ, jon, and I road up here in the beast! Excursion baby! We had fun. We listened to random music (thanks to CJ) we have our camcorder and have lots of funny stuff. We might youtube it. who knows? :D

So, we are out here for 5 days and playing for 4 of them. It's going to be fun. I can't wait to play

I need to tune my drums and fix my bass drum head. The emad head is messed up.

Well, i really can't stay on here much longer. I am on cjs laptop.

I'll try to keep you guys updated for this semi-tour.

pray for me and the guys

love you

miss you

edwin <><

there he goes off to his room to write that hit song "Alone in My Principles"

good movie

oh

how about this one?

Smalls: Oh yeah, the Great Bambino. Of course! I thought you said the Great Bambi. Ham Porter: That wimpy deer?!

i laughed really hard whenever i read that on a friends myspace.

So......guess what time it is?! yep....you're right. Time to take a ride in Edwins head.

Fun, right?! Yeah, i know what you are thinking..."I should stop reading now" By all means, you can. Won't offend me @ all.

Someone told me that I confuse them. I replyed w/ "I confuse myself". Which I was telling the truth. and so was she.

My heart. My mind. They never like to be on the same page w/ each other. or even on the same boat together.

sad.

i should have this under controll. but i don't. it's gets harder every day. and it likes to happen whenever i think i know what i want. things just happen differently. the way words are spoken. and thoughts are let out incomplete. praying to God that somehow you are right.

and yes....i am talking about relationships. Funny, isn't it?!?

i think it is.

and if you are reading this....i am still waiting to hear what happened?

maybe...just maybe....i've gotten selfish in this area.

i've written a song about this (or two situations) and the second chorus is me just telling God that I'm sorry. that i have been like this. that i need Him. i've always needed Him.

but i dwell upon the past. wishing to have that feeling back. those moments back. but i know it's not going to happen. i've screwed up.

i remember someone telling me that musicians already have a girlfriend/boyfriend. Maybe she's right....well...in my case she is. for right now...that's all i have. get me behind a drum set, and everything just disappears.

i'm done for now. Underoath is tonight. I can't wait. I need it.

So, you've made it all the way to the end of the blog

congrats