the one thing i always wanted

i watched the video update of Underoath....

yeah...I know....I need to see a doctor about it

i can't help it...i love those guys....

anyways...

it's amazing to see people fill up a club, rock venue, or field to see those guys. to see hands lifted up and clap on time....to see people jumping up and down....crowd surfing (i'm not that big of a fan of it) and the one thing that gets me everytime....

singing every word to every song.....

i want that so bad....to hear thousands of people singing lyics that I wrote or the band wrote. to know that I have influenced someone to pick up drum sticks and play.....to just start a band and be the "next big thing"

Underoath is that band that I wish I started....or just be a part of.

well....we'll see where I end up....

night