"you know where you are going, alice? to the moon!!! BANG! ZOOM!"
right when things were looking up. Satan packs a pretty big punch. I've been praying about everything. School? Music? Work? Relationships? thought I had it all pretty well planned out.
Once again...i find myself right where I belong.
In the arms of Christ.
The one person i know who is there....even when I turn my back. He is there waiting.
What love is this?
That He takes a man, not worthy of such love, and waits for him. Waits for me to turn around and run.
But what amazes me, is that no matter what I have done in the past. no matter what kind of regrets, or sins. lies. dis-honesty. He takes me. and has a plan for me. When people jugde you for past mistakes; He forgets them. Throws them away. Never again to be spoken of. Never looking at you w/ those things...but He looks at you. With a new heart. A new life that He has planned for you.
what amazes me more is that He knows everything that is going to happen. Knows when I am going to fall again. Knows what path I will take. but He gives me a choice. Cause I know what is right from wrong. but that doesn't mean I will always do the right thing.
Kinda makes me sad really.
I'm the strongest; not when I am standing; but while I am on my knees...praying.
I just want to make Him happy, you know? To make sure that I am where I am suppose to be. To make sure I am suppose to be w/ the right person? if there is one
ahh...now we are talking about "the one"? Boy, what a touchy topic. Do i think about it alot? HA! dumb question. That's what I think about everyday! Every hour. Every second. have i found her....well, I thought i did...a couple of times to tell you the truth. but....i think w/ Gods timing....it will happen. Can I wait? HA! I've been told that I rush things.
But I'm learned alot. and I still have a lots to learn befor then too.
Well, enough of this. I know you are bored, and might not even read the whole thing. Sorry that I leave such dumb long blogs. It's just what's going through my head.
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oh...i can now leave "audioblogs" you can hear my thoughts while I am on the road or whenever I think of something and I know I will forget when I get home. don't have to worry about spelling. but who wants to hear me talk.
FLAVOR FLAV!
Once again...i find myself right where I belong.
In the arms of Christ.
The one person i know who is there....even when I turn my back. He is there waiting.
What love is this?
That He takes a man, not worthy of such love, and waits for him. Waits for me to turn around and run.
But what amazes me, is that no matter what I have done in the past. no matter what kind of regrets, or sins. lies. dis-honesty. He takes me. and has a plan for me. When people jugde you for past mistakes; He forgets them. Throws them away. Never again to be spoken of. Never looking at you w/ those things...but He looks at you. With a new heart. A new life that He has planned for you.
what amazes me more is that He knows everything that is going to happen. Knows when I am going to fall again. Knows what path I will take. but He gives me a choice. Cause I know what is right from wrong. but that doesn't mean I will always do the right thing.
Kinda makes me sad really.
I'm the strongest; not when I am standing; but while I am on my knees...praying.
I just want to make Him happy, you know? To make sure that I am where I am suppose to be. To make sure I am suppose to be w/ the right person? if there is one
ahh...now we are talking about "the one"? Boy, what a touchy topic. Do i think about it alot? HA! dumb question. That's what I think about everyday! Every hour. Every second. have i found her....well, I thought i did...a couple of times to tell you the truth. but....i think w/ Gods timing....it will happen. Can I wait? HA! I've been told that I rush things.
But I'm learned alot. and I still have a lots to learn befor then too.
Well, enough of this. I know you are bored, and might not even read the whole thing. Sorry that I leave such dumb long blogs. It's just what's going through my head.
<><
oh...i can now leave "audioblogs" you can hear my thoughts while I am on the road or whenever I think of something and I know I will forget when I get home. don't have to worry about spelling. but who wants to hear me talk.
FLAVOR FLAV!
posted by Edwin at 8:58 PM
1 Comments:
Hey Edwin!! I want you to know that I'm praying for you!! God will work everything out for you. It may not be anything you were expecting, but that's what is cool about God! He's "full of surprises"! And Don't worry about who the "one" is. God will bring her just at the right time, if you trust him to! :-)
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